This is what he has to say:
"Today I was listening to that CD you gave to me, and it dawned on me, "hey, you've been an asshole". Sorry. First and foremost, I'm sorry. You deserved better, this is not the way I envisioned you and I.
Second, no excuses, but, these last four weeks have sucked for me, and my family. There is a lot of shit going on behind the scenes with us. Anyhow, I'm still sorry.
Thirdly, I guess if it's not concrete, then I'll make it so. I feel like resolution is the best thing in a situation such as this. If I wasn't forthright enough in my last email, then, this is it. I will not be corresponding any longer, I cannot. We, our relationship is just not economically feasible at this time, I have to devote too much time to other things. I have been out on a date or two, and I suggest you do the same, long distance relationships are wonderful, WHEN YOU'RE WITH THE PERSON. This last year has taught me a lot about myself, and how wonderful people exist outside of my "comfort zone."
Is it not better to resolve than to let linger? Is it not better to understand than to never comprehend? You are a great person, and one who deserves a wonderful person to complement them, I am not that person. In the past, you have told me about different guys you have dated, some whom have hurt you, and vice versa. If I hurt you, I am sorry. Take care, and God bless Andrea. I hope school works out for you, I hope you're family does well, I hope your sister blossoms into what she can and should be, and I hope you get out of Wyoming for your sake, there is a lot more out there. I hope Jill does well with her titties, and I hope that Amy gets a life outside that dude. Peace."
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i can kill him if you want. no don't worry, you don't have to ask, i will.
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